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Don't Leave Me Here Alone
17.3.1200.50

Writer's block. Okay, I don't know what to say.

Okay, I know, life's never flat. It feels like you have a-really-meaningful-life when you're fall in love. Just like me.

I'm Alli, and I'm 7th grader now. I don't know why, when I was elementary school student, I've never felt in love like this before. And the feeling comes suddenly, once again; I. DON'T. KNOW. WHY.

He suddenly get near with me, I don't know why he does that. But he's too nice to ignore. He's a little bit rancid, but ... He's cool. He's handsome. And he's also rich S-) smart. He's quitely perfect for me.

He always contact me everyday, everytime, every minutes, and every seconds he always contact me. Why he does that, I don't know. But, a day without his contact feels like a year without rain. Okay, I knew if I'm too hyperbolic, but, that's who am I.

Suddenly, he gets away from my life ... once again, I don't know why he does that. He dumps me, like I'm virus in his life. He never contacts me again ... and when I tell what I felt to one of my best friends, what did she say?

"Alli, you liked him. You're falling in love. You can't forget him. You can't stand if you don't get a text from him. That's what called falling in love."


I bet I did ...
Until finally, I can forget him. But suddenly, he comes to my life again. But I still keep my distance away from him. For sake goodness. And now, I don't feeling if I like him anymore. :j

Last night, I was texting with my faked-lil-brother, inisials D. Suddenly he says;

"Kaka cantik deh.:D"


I say,

"Lol. Makasih de.:))"


and suddenly he says one sentence like that again:

"Kaka udah cantik, baik lagi. :D :)"


I laugh. Okay, it's funny when you know your faked-lil-brother liked you. Then I say:

"Wakakaka =)) Suka kamu ya de sama aku? Haha. :p Berapa persen?? Haha"


He says:

"70-80%."


O ... kay. Why ... would ... he immediately ... admit it ... to me? I ... say:

"Apa?!:o Jadi kamu sayang sama cewe kamu berapa persen dong, de?"


He says,

"Gatau. Udah lah, gausah dibahas. Lagian kan percuma kalau kamu gak sayang/suka sama aku."


It's really deep, bro. I don't know what to say ...

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